Champion

-in 1985 I was close to being mentally unwell

-like I was confusing reality with fantasy

-one day I broke windows around the neighbors' homes with an axe

-and nearly hit my grandmother May Elsie Ager on the head with it

-the day I got home from the local Psych Ward

-I was standing in my bedroom

-the windows all repaired

-my body for several seconds vibrated and I went blind

-I want to have no real friends. No wife, husband or real partner. No real family contact. If I can never be a real Christian. And never really work apart from music or being a super hero

-the day I got home from the Psych Ward. Home from Matron JANE FRANCE

-no LANE. No Pope FRANCIS. No FRIENDS. No FRIENDLY neighborhood partner. No FIANCES. No JENETTE Kahn

-my body was VIBRATING and I went BLIND

-the Flash BARRY ALLEN

-maybe the body vibrating and me going blind. Was me sending me something saying or setting up for me to have none of these

-I nearly hit my grandmother MAY ELSIE AGER on the head with an axe. MAY or ELSE MESSIAH ANGELS 

-leading up to that. That year I had an ongoing daydream life I was a super hero on that comic book world. In it I had super-speed powers. Like the Flash

-like Barry Allen the Flash collected comics

-ALLEN as in ALONE