Saturday, February 15, 2025

Never a Bad Moment

 -when the Staff of my Support Home told me my grandmother had died. I said Mum and started to cry. But that was all

-the low point in my life might be in the local Psych Ward about 2010. But really mostly not really low. A few very slightly bleak times there

-I have probably never felt real happiness. Or real sorrow

-about never any physical pain ever. Except brief stomach pain from eating too much. And when I pull something

-I might have never had a truly bad time in my life. Maybe if I had adventures or was a super hero in earlier magic. I might get the problem of people telling me things about my life that upset me. But maybe because of this etc. I never really had adventures except for being a super hero 

Wednesday, February 5, 2025

Satan's Army

 -on a Primary School Camp in 1979

-our DOUBLE Class

-the wall was removed between the two Classes

-like two Satans and two parallel Universes

-two versions of Satan. Both my SONS

-a male Teacher and student Teacher Miss TILSON / SONS

-I was in one of the Cabins with several other boys

-a student said The Bottle City of Kandor was stink

-the Camp was close to an urban area. The Cabins were a row of joined rooms

-I went out at night

-there was a girl getting help TYING her SHOELACES

-SCORPION SORES on feet are prevented

-a girl named Jennifer approached the Cabins with a HORSE she had found

-Satan gets a sex change. Now like a HORSE with HOOVES. And now he is a WHORE. He sleeps with males

-I woke up one night in the dark. I had fallen out of the top bunk. And was on the floor in the dark. I struggled to get around in the dark. I started to get on the bed under mine. A student there name GARY MARSHALL groaned Matthew

-the Cabin in the dark. Earth loses it's power, services etc

-Gary MARSHALL as in MARVEL Comics' Stan Lee the other Satan

-GARRY MARSHALL the TV Producer of HAPPY DAYS. Earth gets kicked out of it's happy times

-I went home earlier with a sick girl. I partly feigned illness. But really it was just not being more directly honest and not realizing it

-after the Camp the male Teacher showed some photos

-in the showers were several boys in white towels. One was PHILLIP BOSS

-in about 1987 a Teacher said to him I hope you aren't just going in to the ARMY

-in Revelations it talks about MAGOG and GOG. Satan's ARMY in the future

-FILL UP / MAGOG and GOG

-me looking like Liefeld and Lowder. Satan's Army

-the white towel Lowder's costume. And HE-MAN / FILL UP and BOSS

-and the white towel around Phillip BOSS. Satan wears something similar

-maybe this is Satan telling me my idea worked. Sending 'robots' wearing white karate outfits around Earth's past. And getting them to sign their companies for me to own. Me now the BOSS of them

-PHILLIP BOSS maybe saying I am like David the SHEPHERD / PHILLIP. And David the KING / BOSS. And the white towels like a Shepherd 

Lucifer

  -I might be the father of Satan / s

-one version. Maybe STAN LEE LIEBER / SATAN LUCIFER the comics creator

-and I might have fathered the other on a stopover on a Cruise in 1991

-who as a teenager was like me and bought comics. Maybe going to the DC Comics super-heroes world of WW2

-and like me they and their super-heroes set in to me

-this one I try to alter his sex. To look at him he looked male with a vagina and breasts

-fixing if I can his weight, posture and giving him muscles

-I try to change his sex meaning those who damn themselves don't get scorpion like sores who put 666 on them

-that Revelations says God puts on those who do

-in 1986 from my groin fell a banana or marrow shaped object

-I use that

-on that Cruise I was photographed standing wearing black speedos with a fat stomach

-I later saw on a Travel poster

-me in black speedos. My DAREDEVIL costume for splits that came out of me for some time

-Daredevil is Matt Murdock. My name Matthew Ager. Like him my powers included a baton. Maybe meant like a Pitchfork

-the PITCHFORK. Like the PICTURE of me standing on the deck of the Sitmar Fairstar

-that Cruise a Taxi Driver took me downtown to try to buy a sarong / island skirt

-like I alter his sex

-I got the Taxi Driver to turn around when he asked Do you want to spend some time with an Indian girl?

-INDIAN / ENDING

-the man's figure all dark that came through my bedroom window in the night while I was in bed 

-he had some sort of silent electric chainsaw

-CHAINSAW / CHANGE SCORPION SORES from 666

Cock Fighter

-I once used to think there was a good chance I was the father of Roots figure Chicken George

-I have underground on most planets a few layers of African features

-Chicken George was a Cock Fighter

-about 1986 from my Pajama shorts I was wearing fell a banana or MARROW shaped object

-fawn colored about the size of my thumb

-today I thought of the ROOTS figure Chicken George Ley / MOORE

-Ley as in sex

-Moore as in Marrow

-I tried to use this to make as many of the offspring on my list true as possible

-a Halo shaped lint in my navel. And a marrow shaped object fell from my groin

-the HALO maybe I get an exact appearance as CHRISTIAN Paredes

-the MARROW shaped object maybe I get the super hero powers arranged like Captain MARVEL


 -father of except my flat mate Jesse. And other former client Keith

-me pregnant at all

-me father of Jesus Christ

-the father making mothers of the local Gym Instructor looking like Jughead Jones or Huia

-a wife with man like Daniel Cosgrove

-or any marriage like that 

Friday, January 24, 2025

Creation

-about 1982 in my grandparents' back garden

-I found a GRAPEFRUIT with an equal sized one attached to it


-GRAPEFRUIT

-as in CREATION


- GRAPEFRUIT

-are CITRUS fruit. Like me Anti CHRIST and CRISIS


-GRAPEFRUIT

-done by GARDEN FRUIT / FRASER STREET


-GRAPEFRUIT

-I get same APPEARANCE

-and same CHARACTER

-I saw in CHRISTIAN PIERDES


-GRAPEFRUIT

-man like Superman maybe named COSGROVE

-like slide of me naked at MAXWELL Drive. And him at HOT WATER HOLE. And the comment there about going naked

-I must go naked


-GRAPEFRUIT

-my neighbor for years was born on the same date a year later. Was in the same year at School as me. Was the only person I showed the fruit to. Was almost my best friend. Like the PAIR of us


-GRAPE FRUIT

-CREATE


-GRAPEFRUIT

-CORE I got in GREERTON. Effected the Famous FIRST Universe

-a DOUBLE GRAPEFRUIT. As in on Earth gets the CHAIN REVELATIONS


-maybe I spent time in one version of all space. And God did not see this side



Thursday, January 23, 2025

Champion

-in 1985 I was close to being mentally unwell

-like I was confusing reality with fantasy

-one day I broke windows around the neighbors' homes with an axe

-and nearly hit my grandmother May Elsie Ager on the head with it

-the day I got home from the local Psych Ward

-I was standing in my bedroom

-the windows all repaired

-my body for several seconds vibrated and I went blind


-I want to have no real friends. No wife, husband or real partner. No real family contact. If I can never be a real Christian. And never really work apart from music or being a super hero

-the day I got home from the Psych Ward. Home from Matron JANE FRANCE

-no LANE. No Pope FRANCIS. No FRIENDS. No FRIENDLY neighborhood partner. No FIANCES. No JENETTE Kahn

-my body was VIBRATING and I went BLIND

-the Flash BARRY ALLEN

-maybe the body vibrating and me going blind. Was me sending me something saying or setting up for me to have none of these

-I nearly hit my grandmother MAY ELSIE AGER on the head with an axe. MAY or ELSE MESSIAH ANGELS 

-leading up to that. That year I had an ongoing daydream life I was a super hero on that comic book world. In it I had super-speed powers. Like the Flash

-like Barry Allen the Flash collected comics

-ALLEN as in ALONE

Wednesday, January 22, 2025

Prison Bars

-in 1980 I was invited to a birthday of a friend Chris PILDITCH

-I bought some comics for him

-I wound up skipping the Party and tried to later give him a few second hand books

-maybe my mind set up all of this

-Superboy 237 'had the story' of Princess PROJECTRA being set up to be the Black Queen Witch of a country. With people thinking books about them would go to everywhere as a channel

-on the Australian Planet Comics reprint of the story. The second hand comic on it's logo

-had black lines on angles over it. The electric CHAIN saw. The hairs I imagined on Mark Wahlberg's legs

-under Super Heroes Album 13A, 13B and 13C on planet6721.tumblr.com 



-the BLACK LINES I drew

-PRISON bars

-No PRICE too high- the story title

-the charges aren't dropped because it will close companies

-CHRIS PILDITCH-a COMPUTER PROJECTION from me

-that year our Teacher GERRY HART / me like MARKY MARK

-told Chris to go outside to a RUBBISH BIN and put his head in it

-people ignore sending people to Prison even if it means some premises become RUBBISH

-and saying these getting comics etc won't really mess up my life

-the BLACK figure coming through my wall with a silent electric CHAINSAW. Like saying not to worry about Deathstroke the Terminator. He also has a type of power sword

-and CHAIN saw. Not to worry about Jenette KAHN 

-PILDITCH- computer POLICE PREDICTION

Never a Bad Moment

 -when the Staff of my Support Home told me my grandmother had died. I said Mum and started to cry. But that was all -the low point in my li...